something more

I know I'm not the only person out there that gets bored every once and a while and thinks "This can't be it."  When I say that it really only pertains to my job.  It's so boring.  So not rewarding in anyway other than keeping my lights on.  When I think about myself 5 to 10 years from myself I don't see myself at a bank plugging away in a cubicle, but what do I see myself doing?  I love photography, I love baking, I love writing, I love planning and organizing.  I have a lot of choices.  I am a creative person, I am so not a banker.  I hate the politics of it.  I'm not a fan of working with avid complainers.  Don't get me wrong the company I work for is a great, solid company, that's why I stay.  But what does it take to push yourself out of your comfort zone and live, and transition to this place where you really don't feel like your working.  You're doing what you love and you're helping people and making them smile in the process.  You're not chained to a desk surrounded by misery.  There aren't people around you working their hardest to dull your light.  I don't want to sweep this feeling under a rug this time.  It's time to get out and explore posibilities.  It may not happen over night, but it's time to step out on faith and trust by taking the first few steps toward something different.  Something that makes my vision of my 9-5 future brighter than it is today.