Tired.

I have been absolutely exhausted for the last couple months.  I don't feel right or I guess 100% me.  Unfortunately I'm thinking the job has a lot to do with it.  I've always been the type to not take work home with me.  However I think it's so draining that I don't really have a choice. There are so many things up in the air for me right now that I feel like I'm constantly saying "as soon as this happens" or "as soon as that happens" I'll be good.  I'm sick of waiting for those things to happen.  I think they're all close.  I think I'm almost there.  I hope those things happen for me soon.  I just don't want to be tired anymore.  I love being happy, silly and fun.  I guess good things come to those who wait.  I'm still patiently waiting...