This year so far has been really good to me. My mood has improved. My outlook has improved. My smile to frown ratio has improved :) The feeling in my soul has improved. Where I used to complain I find a blessing. Still there's one thing that holds me down. Keeps me from being completely 'free.' It's a work in progress every single day and I think a wall is being chipped away. When I think about it; I smile. The journey is long and not over but it's moving along and it feels amazing...