Frustration

is overflowing from my blood.

I'm starting to have a hard time coping with the ignorance of inconsiderate people. Arrogance is running rampant. I have to check into a debt payment plan. If I can get it all paid off in a year, sell my house and all my possessions maybe, just maybe, I can travel the world with my camera. People would believe this isn't logical. Why not? I'm single, no kids, no real obligation to anything. I'll put in my 2 weeks or maybe just take a leave of absence. I wonder how long I can take one. People do that type of thing right. I read that book Eat, Pray, Love it was a great book. Maybe I could write a book about it, include some pictures I take. Something different has to happen.

Genovese Syndrome

I'm amazed by this. What has happened to people? I've read about this several times and it just doesn't make sense. Now it's happened again and it boggles my mind that 20 people can stand by and watch a 15 year old girl get gang raped and not one of them does anything. Not one. I might be strict in judgement but I think each and every person who was watching should be punished; harshly. That's all I have to say about that.

Hibernation..

..begins again. My heart wants too much of what it doesn't need. I need to slow down and reevaluate my priorities again. Get more of what will truly nourish my soul. I'm still looking; I'm just not sure for what.

Tailgating!

This football season I have been going tailgating with my cousin Jamie, her fiance, and their friends. It has been so much fun!! Here are a couple of pictures from the Broncos game and the Steelers game....

Nothin like a Sunday..

Twisted

So there is a good chance that I no longer know how to date new people. I've been trying to get out there on the dating scene but it seems that I am socially inept when it comes to dating. Some people tell me that it's because I haven't met the right one yet. This of course is probably true but I don't think they know that I don't really give people the chance to be the right one. I pick at silly annoying habits or anything that allows me to have my space again. Does this mean that I'm not capable of allowing someone else into my space? I know that might sound silly but I really have been doing things my own way for so long I don't know really how to allow someone else in. Mr. Right is really going to have to have something wonderful to offer for me to give it up, lol. That's all I have to say about that.