Hibernation..

..begins again. My heart wants too much of what it doesn't need. I need to slow down and reevaluate my priorities again. Get more of what will truly nourish my soul. I'm still looking; I'm just not sure for what.

Tailgating!

This football season I have been going tailgating with my cousin Jamie, her fiance, and their friends. It has been so much fun!! Here are a couple of pictures from the Broncos game and the Steelers game....

Nothin like a Sunday..

Twisted

So there is a good chance that I no longer know how to date new people. I've been trying to get out there on the dating scene but it seems that I am socially inept when it comes to dating. Some people tell me that it's because I haven't met the right one yet. This of course is probably true but I don't think they know that I don't really give people the chance to be the right one. I pick at silly annoying habits or anything that allows me to have my space again. Does this mean that I'm not capable of allowing someone else into my space? I know that might sound silly but I really have been doing things my own way for so long I don't know really how to allow someone else in. Mr. Right is really going to have to have something wonderful to offer for me to give it up, lol. That's all I have to say about that.

"Smokey Mountain Rain...

keeps on fallin', I keep on callin' his name! Smokey Mountain rain I'll keep on searchin', I can't go on hurtin', this way. He's somewhere in the Smokey Mountain rain."

I need to make a trip to Gatlinburg soon. I think it would be great to get a cabin and relax. Cuddle up by the fire. Watch a movie. Stay in bed all day. Read a book. Light a candle for my Dad-da. I would love it. I need to look into this. Even if it's just me. I could do that.

I met..

someone, who I really like. A lot. It's impractical. I'm tired of the silence. I'll keep quiet. I don't have the energy to fight the unfair. You know that I could use somebody.....

I had a dream....

... last night, that I was a little girl sitting on my dad's lap. He asked me when I graduated and I told him December 15th. He was so excited for me. He told me how proud he was. He promised he'd be there. He kept saying it.

It made me smile when I woke up.